Silence

I am silent when I am in pain,

for my tears hit with a muffled boom,

time ticks the minutes of my shame,

you enjoy love in the other room,

will you ever notice,

the tears on my cheek,

if I cry in silence,

if I cry while you sleep,

I fear that I can't go on,

you won't notice my distraction,

with her on your arm,

even though she is a fatal attraction,

I am not lying in wait,

I do not have a gun,

I know that this can't be fate,

if the devil has won,

as I lay in bed,

hearing sin,

I am seemingly dead,

engulfed by the evil within,

so as I fade away,

from the mess you've made,

I find it hard, to a god I pray,

to hide the devil in a deep grave,

for the end holds the final plea,

is this a lost notice,

or will you find her guilty,

because I can't contain the silence,

the silence in me.