Filleted Alive

My eyes widen with anger and pain,

As blood falls to the floor like an angry rain,

Knowing that I've only got myself to blame,

I see now that you never felt the same,

With that knife in my back,

My blind eyes as black,

Knowing that I never had a say,

I never wanted it to end up this way,

Broken and beautiful I still strive,

Angry as I have been filleted alive.